FYI: Just a couple days a week posts will be a more doable goal I think. Sunday or Monday & 'mid-week,' Nevertheless, here is a composite post. re: Tiredness & some more about my history. So, I DO KNOW when to quit working. I decide, remind myself to care for my health, then 10 minutes (OK 30) later, I'm still standing here on hurting feet, squinting now (took glasses off when I told myself to stop earlier). Y, I walked away & took a break, lay down for a 15 minute rest that turned into an hour and a half nap. Tom does Not approve of Camera. I feel so much better after a rest, yet I am still upset somehow that I need it. (It is Extra isn't it? to Nap is to be weak maybe?) It's been, .. UM let's see, 1985, that would be.... 32! 32 years I've been 'only' tired. Before they removed the tumour, I got to be tired with nausea and dizzy spells and seizures and mood swings. (OK so maybe the mood swings didn't entirely go away,
Anticipated typical busyness for Sunday Beautiful restful minutes contemplating future . By: AC Fyri Submitted this picture for a reflection of my Summer "waves of grief " on the Photo Grief website . This particular morning I'm feeling a bit of unease, even though we've got through another health event. Back to the routine with only minor changes to follow up with . Otoh, it's Late (lol) 9am . The Gospel to read and Jesus to share . Driver duty for me. But, also maybe a few minutes conversation with girlfriend .
Cut & paste to the FB drainhole. So, I've been praying about whether or not to begin writing again. I'd appreciate your opinion. Is it too much self-focus? or should I try again? I have two pages still up: https://fyribooks.blogspot.com/ https://fyribooks.wordpress.com/ May 2017 was month of reflection and joyfully seeing the NW spring break into summer. FyhriGarden had lovely weather for beginning of 🔥 fire ring. Don't think they sunburned themselves much. . The quote below from Broken Way author, speaks to me as a caregiver. I wasn't a calm or patient Mom., I feel somewhat a failure for being unable to improve much while caring for hubby. "You wanted to be more patient — you wanted to never lose it, to always have it together, to keep calm and that is all , always, — and yeah, take their tantrums with a grain of salt instead of throwing one of yours that turned out to be a first class tsunami and a tad bit more dramatic than theirs.......
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