Mom's Broken Way....

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Cut & paste to the FB drainhole. 
So, I've been praying about whether or not to begin writing again.   I'd appreciate your opinion.  Is it too much self-focus? or should I try again? 
 
I have two pages still up: 
https://fyribooks.blogspot.com/

https://fyribooks.wordpress.com/

May 2017 was month of reflection and joyfully seeing the NW spring break into summer.
FyhriGarden had lovely weather for beginning of 🔥 fire ring. Don't think they sunburned themselves much.
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The quote below from Broken Way author, speaks to me as a caregiver. I wasn't a calm or patient Mom., I feel somewhat a failure for being unable to improve much while caring for hubby.



"You wanted to be more patient — you wanted to never lose it, to always have it together, to keep calm and that is all, always, — and yeah, take their tantrums with a grain of salt instead of throwing one of yours that turned out to be a first class tsunami and a tad bit more dramatic than theirs....... "  Ann Voscamp.


New Chapters since then... widowhood, financial asset and estate manager, Covid lockdown survivor, spiritual depths of pain and sorrow confronted... (So much, but so little I can do or say about this, no words left)

Prayers and Peace to you. Thanks for reading. 

Location: King County, WA, USA

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